Youleft,myeyescan&39;tfindyourshadow,yourvoiceisnolongerears,andIbegantotastethebitternessofmiss,Ijustfoundoutthatafteryouleft,belongtomyworldandchangedaday,nomoreblueskyandwhiteclouds,therewillbenoflowersandgreen,nomorecolorfulbutterflydance,youbelongtomylifethemostbeautifulscenerytastenotaway,leftamissingletmeRadcliffeaccount,letmesad.Mydeeploveforyou,likethewatergrasscannothavenowater,liketheflyingbirds,cannotlivewithoutbranches.Today,younotinmyside,areunabletotellyouIthinkyourthoughts,awispofcozywindblowingthewindowofthesmallwindmills,spinvoice,wishcanscourawaymymissingforyou,buriedinthememoryofthepast.Lookupoccasionally,occasionallyseenstaredvillage,occasionallysittingontheriver,lookingattheskythesouthbacktothewildgoose,Idon&39;tknowwhichoneisyou,eagertoyouallofasuddensurprise,everyhope,everytimesad....Idon&39;twanttodeterminedtomissyou,butstillmissed,Iwanttodeliberatelyforgetthoughtstoyou,butstillcan&39;tforgetthattheshadow,theynowhavenoyou,Icanonlysilentlytoburnyourself.Lonelynight,Ilieonthebedbutfindthatyouaremissing,thetearsofred....Althoughitisasunnyspring,thereisnopigeonsflying,thoughmysightisquietvillageroad,isastepstoollookaboutyouwithoutofmymind,afteryouleft,misshasbecomeanet,nettedmeunabletobreakfree,themorewanttoforgetyou,yoursmileismoreclear.Whenyouleft,Istoodunderthepeachtreeplantedbyus,andItoreupthebrightpeachblossoms,butIknewdeeplythatitwasnotthepeachblossomsthatItore,butthebrokenheart.Thoughtheflowerofloveisbeautiful,whatdoesitmeantotastethefruitsofmaturity?Whenyouwentaway,andmycareer,likebloodwoundchilightsetting,thethreatoffear,myheartislikeapaperboat,driftingintheriveroflife,andIdon&39;tknowhowlongIcanstilllive,ifyoucanwaituntilyoureturn,mybodycanendureendlesswearinessfromoverwork,butcan&39;taffordtohowmanydaysandnightsofacacia,Iknowthatcan&39;tescapemisstoyou,notputyouleavememorepain,Isadnooneexperience,triedmanytimestoflyoutofthefeelingsofcage,likeabirdimprisoned,couldn&39;tescapethetasteofmissing.Ifearthenight,andhavetoadmitthatthenightisahotbedofmissing,thewarmthoftheoldandnewpain,entwiningandgroundcut,Ifragileheart,thywifeuncomfortableseats,letapersoncan&39;thavenoappetiteforfoodthatday.Isyou,inmyheartslowlydesert,plantedgreen,isyou,whenItravelthelifejourneytired,bringingencouragementandcomfort,isyou,dissolvemyfrozenyouth,letmeholdyouinmyarmsarenolongerlonely....Youleave,IswearIwillusealifetimeoftimetowait,lateatnight,fourwallsquiet,lonelyshadowinthewalls,aslightnoise,alwaysthinkyouback,butIamwaitingforyourdayhasbeenderidedasfools,isah,afoolforabelovedwomanwaitingfor10years,howmanydaysandnights,lifehowmanytenyears,nowwakeupfromthosedays,laughathimselfwasafooltoleteveryoneknowthatthereissuchastupidman.