Weatherissocapricious;Theearth&39;ssurfaceorcoldairWIOM.Thewindhitintheface,ishowofpainisit?Lookedupintotheskyandcasualreview,whatshouldIcherish?Thepursuitofwhat?Wintercame.Butdespitehowcold,inmyeyesisonlythemanicanduneasy.Somehow,theunexaminedhadsolongaperiodofquietdays,withthewinter,butnotcold,howeverthemorewasthenmanic,manic,madness,proudafterthissemester,allinall,however,anyhow.Itcancalmforalongtimeofheart,whodon&39;tknowwhatanyideaagainthemammoth.Goinreluctantlygooncampusandveryeagertobusystreet,distortionoftheheartcannolongercontrolthemadness.Throughacrossroads,adry,onefeet,blinkagain,cannotputout."Hey,youngman,theelectricitydonotholdyourplayingandhowdoyouplayout?""HowdoIplayismyfreedom,youtubewear?"Leavingonlythebackofakindofdiscouragingalsointhecoldwind.Whatschoolrules?Whatrules?Thepaperisjustajoke.Beforethewrittennotice,wave,takeawayisnottheclouds,butbychangingthecontent,inmyeyesWIOM,it&39;sonlypotluck,but"quiet"foralongtimeasfarasIamconcerned,itisagainsoft.Foralongtime,intheKTV,bars,whoarefilledwithspecialflavorofanesthesiaandhappyplace.Walkinginthestreet,oncampus,theotherpeopleallsayIwasill,butcouldnotfindthe"root"andnot"suittheremedytothecase",canonlybeallowedtoepilepsydiseasespread.Assoonaspossiblegoodor"dead"perhapsinitselfassoonaspossible.AndI&39;mtoolazytogoto"cure",likeamadman,exactlyissupposedtobea"trivial"madman.Endofepilepsy,butthereisalwaysaconcern,concernwiththissupposedtobepunished?Likeguojingmingsaid"godisgoingtodestroyaperson,willbeshillingtheircrazy."AndIamthemadman,butthestrangethingis,I&39;vebeencrazyforsolong,itdoesnotfail,it&39;sverylucky,itturnsoutthatIhaven&39;tfail,isgodtogivemeachancetocherish,letItocherisheverything,cherishthatbothordinaryandcalmalsoharddays.Islowly,slowlydown,obviously,thisisnotenough,howtomakeupandpursuebettertopursue.Thepursuitoftherealm,akindof"ordinary"state,no!Isakindof"live"alllifeintheface.Asaresult,Iwantto"begood",loseall.Gohard,gohard,gotoaquietdiscussion,nolongerhystericalscreaming,failureorsuccess,thelastofthelast,IpursueIinsistthatIshouldbehardalliscorrectWIOM.Alsointhisway,atthetimethatIpursue,totrytopursue,toliveisthespell.Atthispoint,thewintermaynotbecold!
